Change is the same

We've been home for over a month now and I feel strangely unstrange.

During the weeks leading up to our return to the U.S. my mind was constantly occupied with a mix of emotions: anxiety (will I be able to find a job?), anticipation (I can't wait to see my family!), hunger (Oh for the moment that I bite into a deluxe chicken enchilada at Chuy's!) and sadness (I will really miss this place that is so far from home, yet strangely feels like home now).

One thing I despise about my nomadic tendencies is saying goodbye. I turn and walk away from so many situations that will never be repeated. They will never happen again. I don't do this because I dislike were I'm at - I almost always find myself with awesome people and enjoying my circumstances. It just becomes the next step in my journey. Maybe it's God calling me. Maybe I'm eternally restless. I don't really know, but whatever it is, it keeps happening. And perhaps this repetition is making me numb.

For the past month, I have rarely though about what we just did. I've hardly felt sad about leaving the amazing experience of living on the other side of the world. Why is that? Everything I had heard and assumed about returning home told me that it would be a really intense experience. "Reverse culture shock", some people call it, "you have to re-acclimate to your own culture." It sounds rough, but I have experienced none of the symptoms. I got off the plane, said hi to my family and returned to life as normal. How can that even be possible? How can my world not be rocked? How can it feel just like it did when we left?

I really hope the cause of this is the fact that we are still in a transition stage. I am looking for work, preparing to move into an apartment, trying to be an auto mechanic, considering a career change, and doing a multitude of other things all simultaneously. This probably has me distracted enough to prevent me from reflecting on what just happened. I'm hoping that once life settles down again, I'll really have time to sit down and process the amazing experience we just had.

Home

As of Monday, Phil and I will have been home for 1 month. We are still in awe of things found in the US that we could not find in Taiwan. (Think sweet desserts that don't include red beans) We also have eaten hot pot once, found bubble tea (Boba if you are in California) and already visited a few Asian markets so that we think we are still in Taiwan at times. There are things that I miss, such as cheap hot pot, the teas, the fruit stands and the daily confusion found in the inability to speak Chinese. There also have been some changes as well:

• I have a job. I am teaching freshman course at a high school in the area. These include Algebra 1 and Algebra 2.
• Phil and I went to Texas where we ate Chuy's 3 times and El Gallo 2 times. hmmmm
• We are trying to decide where to live. There are a few things we need to figure out first.
• Phil's car works and we are working on getting mine on the road. (The tree hitting it wasn't as bad as we thought)

Phil and I had a blast in Taiwan and are glad that we took the opportunity to do this. We also saw God in so many ways. Here are some of the ways we saw Him:

• A man was possessed by a demon and we heard the demons come out of him. The people who were there said that the only thing that got the demons out were the words, "In Jesus' name."
• We saw God in the Chinese Language. If you want more information on this, look at the following videos. God of the Ancient Chinese
• I had to teach Biology this past year and I saw Him in all of the things I taught. While the Biology book taught Evolution, it did not disqualify Creationism. Instead it said there is no way to prove God exists without having Him in the original equation. (You can also argue the opposite as well) I get Evolution and I can see how it is the only explanation there is if you do not believe in God. Because I believe in God, I see how this world came about without the holes created by evolution. See these videos for more info.
• In the people we came in contact with on a daily basis.
• In our students.
  

I am glad that we had this opportunity. Before we left, we passed out Steps to Christ in Chinese to several people who we came in contact with on a daily basis. (Tea lady in Yuchih, Fruit stand people, the lady who cut Phil's hair) If you could pray that these seeds grow, that would be amazing.

I also want to thank everyone for their prayers and support this past year. All I can say is Thanks.